Saturday, March 19, 2011

Unfinished Post

My heart is very full today and, as always, I find the inadequacy of words so frustrating...or rather my inadequacy to use them correctly.

I find myself constantly going back to that one moment in time when it seemed I had all my shit together and I look at my life now, such a beautiful mess, and wonder which I prefer. I'm glad I'm not as depressed as I was in the fall/winter/all of last year. But, sometimes I still catch myself and second guess everything I'm doing, despite how happy I've been since the new year.